in with the new.

so. this is going to be my personal blog from now on. cause i started a family blog for shadoe, chance, and i! i will pretty much just share thoughts about life, and how i'm feeling about the direction my life is going. here is the link for the family blog!

http://sv-stebbins.blogspot.com

so check it out if you'd like. :)

I was looking through random blogs and stumbled upon a quote by audrey hepburn. it says...

"For attractive lips, speak words of kindness.

For lovely eyes, seek out the good in people.

For a slim figure, share your food with the hungry.

For beautiful hair, let a child run their fingers through it once a day.

For poise, walk with the knowledge that you never walk alone.

People, more than things, have to be restored, renewed, revived, reclaimed, and redeemed. Remember, if you ever need a helping hand, you will find one at the end of each of your arms.

As you grow older, you will discover that you have two hands, one for helping yourself, and the other for helping others."

I absolutely LOVE those words!! I find even for me, I too often think of myself more than others. I especially get irritated when Chance wants to play with my hair.. haha such an interesting line to stand out to me. If it means I will have beautiful hair, he can play with it all he wants! I really hope I can incorporate that quote into my daily life... one bit at a time. I'm almost certain that by simply having a positive attitude this will be easily achieved.

ANYWAY!

Chance and I finally moved in with Shadoe. and Shadoe and I are FINALLY ENGAGED!!! i'm soooo happy. :D as i slowly get the house decorated to my taste and budget i will post pics and show off my own style.

I'm loving not being a single mom anymore... it was the hardest thing EVER! I know living here is the right thing to do, and the best thing for Chance. He is so cute with his daddy and vice versa. I love watching them snuggle and play. That's the best gift for me as a mother... seeing my child every day with his father-the man that i love.

We are hoping to have the wedding this july... and go on a cruise at the end of august for our honeymoon. I'm so excited to take the next steps in my life over the next couple months. I can't wait!! :)

Chance Jonathan Stebbins

So... On January 18. 2011, I was sitting at work e-mailing my grandparents back and letting them know that I was going to be induced on January 22. But, the moment I clicked send, CONTRACTION. I didn't think much of it until seven minutes later when... CONTRACTION. This had happened several times before so I wrote down the times as usual and just let it slipped my mind. Then ten minutes later, contraction. Seven minutes. Seven minutes, ten minutes. SIX CONTRACTIONS between 1:00 pm and 2:00 pm. I didn't realize just how much pain I would really be in, because one or two never really bothered me. Luckily my boss came in to drop off pay checks. I felt terrible because there was a customer there when he came in, but I was in far too much pain to try to sell anything. After the customer left I told my boss I was having contractions and asked if I could leave. He said YES! please do! I instantly clocked out and left. I called my mom and told her what was happening. I asked her if I should just go to the hospital or come home and call to see if they wanted me to come in.. she told me to get my butt to the hospital. So I did. I got there just in time. The contractions were getting sooooo strong I could barely walk. I started bawling the second I walked through the labor and delivery doors. They sent me to a room to get checked, and I was told I was still only dilated to a three (like I was the day before). I thought... great. they're just going to send me home to wait. But after the RN talked to my doctor... she came back in and told me I would be having my baby boy!! I was SOOOO happy. I had been wanting him to come either that day or the day before. I called Shadoe and told him and he was on his way!! I had arrived at the hospital at 2:30, received my epidural at 5:30, and the doctor broke my water at 6:30. Epidural's are AMAZING. Haha. After I got mine, life was a party. I had my two besties with me and Shadoe was on his way! Christie even did my make up so I would look pretty during the whole process. The best part was not feeling anymore contractions. Super great. Shadoe and his mom got there at 9:00 and I was sooo happy to see him. Then, at 11:00 pm the doctor came in and we started pushing. He stayed for a couple pushes and then left. But, He was back a short 20ish minutes later. I'm a GREAT pusher... what can I say? Chance Jonathan Stebbins arrived shortly later at 11:42 pm on January 18, 2011. The doctor was extremely impressed with how fast he came out. Especially after he heard how big Chance was! Chance was a whopping 9 lbs 11 oz and 21 1/2 inches long. My little chubbers. I love him sooo much!! Here he is just a few hours old!

SOOO much hair. LOVE it.

Our Little Happy Family. ♥

SUPER happy mom and dad. :)

Take Home Outfit!!

Better too big than too small.

Our visitors at the hospital were Grandma Sherry, Grandma Sylvia, Grandpa Thom, Aunt Jenna, Aunt Hales, Aunt Christie, Uncle Sean, Aunt Wendy, Aunt Corrina, Aunt Lyn and Uncle Jim, Aunt Valorie, Jessica, Jessi, Tina, Brooke, Justin, Abby Acton, Becca Pearson, Melissa Ann, Lisa Brindley... and now I wish I had written everyone down!

I love my handsome baby boy!!

holy moly!

2010 brought many new changes into my life. there isn't a single thing i would go back and change though. i've accepted all of them and i can't picture my life any other way. i LOVE it.

my highlights of 2010

1. getting really great grades in college in my

two worst subjects from high school.

2. getting a 3.6 in a semester at college.

3. going to california for spring break and falling

head over heels for shadoe.

4. being 19 and crazy.

5. finally getting my priorities straight.

6. being selfless for the first time ever and

living my life for my unborn child.

7. seeing how amazing my entire family is.

8. realizing i have the most understanding friends

this world has to offer.

9. overcoming the worst morning sickness EVER!

and LAST BUT NOT LEAST

10. finding out i was going to be a mom.

2011!!!!!!

i haven't really put any thought whatsoever into what my new years resolutions are going to be. but i can think of three right off the top of my head.

1. do my best to be an amazing mom.

2. continue to do well in school.

3. get back in shape and stay that way.

three very simple things but very important at the same time. i miss exercising. i have dreams about me being able to run again, and i always wake up with the urge to go. but i can't. i know i just have to be a little patient and the day i can run will be here again.

i am definitely going to make a list of goals i would like to accomplish by the end of this year though. i've never done a year list... just a bunch of futuristic lists that i never even come close to doing. hopefully i will be able to get it done!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

Grandma Belliston

considering the fact that this was and is my grandma's favorite time of the year, i would like to do a little tribute to her.

grandma's house on christmas was like no other. fully decorated inside and out: lights up outside, with the blow up characters on the lawn, and candy canes all around; always a WHITE tree inside with the village set up perfectly, matching stockings hung up for everyone in the family -grandkids and great-grandkids included-, a small tree with lights made out of TAB soda cans, a bell countdown, christmas books piled on the piano, christmas decorations on both tables and lined up on the desk, the christmas clock, and of course, the doorbell the so loudly played a christmas song every time it was rung.

but the best part about christmas at grandma's was having everyone together in her warm home. the kids would be running around playing until we ended up in the basement for the usual game of hide-n-go-seek. the adults would be laughing and chatting while trying to ignore the delicious aroma of grandma's amazing cooking, or giving in and snagging a few bites here and there before dinner. looking outside in, i guarantee any stranger would have loved to come in and join us for the festivities.

christmas was more than just christmas eve and day. grandma always had each family over individually to make their favorite christmas candy. my family always made the chocolate rice krispy rolls which are to die for. it was great to spend time in the kitchen with grandma and see how she made everything taste so incredible, even though there isn't a single person on earth who can mimick her creations.

grandma NEVER stopped giving and serving others. which is why i believe christmas is her favorite time of the year. the time families come together in celebration of the birth of christ. she was the perfect example and friend to all who surrounded her, and truly believed in the gospel of the savior jesus christ.

this will be the fourth christmas without grandma, but i still feel her presence more strongly at christmas time than any other time of year. i love you grandma!!

the days go by...

time is going by faster than it feels. only FIVE weeks left till my little guy is here, but i look at that five weeks and see an eternity!!! i wish this part went by fast and watching him grow up would go by slow. but we all know that's too much to wish for.

here is my countdown to help me take my mind off of my baby countdown, and hopefully make it go by faster.

9 days till christmas

15 days till new years

and 25 days until my birthday!!!!!!!!!!!

wooo!!!! i'm so excited i am going to be TWENTY!!! not. i like being nineteen. its a great age to be. i love the feeling of being at the beginning of adulthood and wondering what life will have in store for you.

so.... everyone asks me what i want for christmas and all i can think of is BABY STUFF! i'm pretty much addicted to shopping for little kids now. no big deal. right?

so i was finally able to compile the smallest christmas wish list i have EVER written. here it is:

-a gym pass

-just dance 1 &2

-zumba for wii

-CSI video game for wii

-a belly-band-it

and

-clothes that will inspire me to get in shape.

yeah... pretty lame right? but hey... the presents aren't what christmas is all about anyway. :)

i am most excited to get to be with my family for christmas. brad and diondra will be coming up!! sooo stoked about that one. shadoe is planning on coming up for new years so we can exchange gifts. i got him a cardinals helmet and cardinals youth football (i purposely got youth size for one certain reason (: ) my gift for him cost me a total of $10. thank goodness my dad works for riddell!!. he already knows about it and i know what he got for me. haha he got me a belly-band-it! YAY!!! :) i don't mind not being surprised at all... cause knowing he got me one is going to save me a bunch of money. and of course getting to see my mom's side of the family for christmas is THE BEST!!!!!! its the time i feel closest to them and feel my grandma's love stronger than ever because christmas is her favorite holiday. i'm a little too great at making myself cry... haha. and last but not least, MY COUSIN JT WILL BE HOME FROM HIS MISSION!!! i'm so excited to see him and how much he has changed. :)

i need to give a shout out to my aunt lyn and uncle jim. i honestly love them sooooo much. they are the two most supportive people in the world. i can't wait to go spend basically an entire week with them while she helps me make my baby quilt. if you haven't met them, i really need to introduce you to these two amazing people. you will fall in love with them instantly and be jealous you aren't related to them.

i realized i need to take more pictures and most them on here instead of just chatting away. so i will be sure to start working on that... or maybe not.. because come the end of january.. its going to be PICTURE OVERLOAD on here!!! :D

SO

i got the whole schedule thing worked out... and it's definitely not as bad as i thought it would be. which is great news. i NEED to keep thinking positive... like how i will get to be with him EVERY DAY this summer, and how i am going to school so i can give him everything i want to be able to. just a little bit hard when i'm slightly pessimistic. ha.

i started walking a half a mile or a full mile every day about two weeks ago. it's sooooo exhausting, but i seem to have more energy, and it's nice to know the exercise helps to get him here easier.

i also thought i had been having false contractions, but when i went to the doctor on monday and explained what was happening to him, he told me they weren't false at all. so that means i have to keep track of the super painful ones instead of ignoring them. they happen every other day now, instead of once every three or four days. hopefully they stay that way for three more weeks, and then i will be a week away from being considered FULL TERM. it seems soooo close when i type it, but looking at my calendar, i see day after day going by super slow. hopefully i will find ways to speed up the days once school ends.

my cousin lincoln is getting blessed today! I love that little baby boy. he's so adorable. i'm really excited to see my family again. :) i have been able to see them a lot more than usual these last few weeks and i LOOOOVE it! :) soo excited. :)

sudden discouragement.

i was so pumped and ready for him to come while i continued going to school. i had my schedule all arranged perfectly so i would have school and work just two days a week. but i then i get on to register for the classes and everything fell apart right in front of my face. classes i needed were filled, i scored a 24 on my ACT in math and english, but they won't let me take the most basic classes, and i can't just register for any classes at any time, because i have a baby!! it's really sooo frustrating. i honestly broke down and cried. i know all i need to do is take placement tests because apparently my ACT scores have expired, but i'm so busy with studying for finals that it all seems so impossible. i definitely need a pick me up. i have a lot of people who have offered to help me by watching my baby boy chance when i needed them to, but i was really looking forward to being able to be with him more than just at night and on weekends. i guess i need to sit down and look at the bigger picture of what going to school is really about and accept that i am going to have to sacrifice that time with my son. AAAAHHHH!

on a positive note... 7 weeks left till he is here. :) hopefully a little sooner than that.

i'm dreaming of a white...

THANKSGIVING!!!!!!!
gobble gobble!

so, apparently there is going to be a MASSIVE snow storm this afternoon... i can't wait!!! :D

except, i am at work... which worries my boss. he told me I AM NOT ALLOWED TO STAY PAST SIX tonight. because he doesn't want me driving in the snow.. and if the storm comes early, I AM TO CLOSE AND LEAVE IMMEDIATELY. that's what happens when you work for your best friend's brother... just slightly protective! haha.

i see a SNOW DAY happening tomorrow. which is SOOOOOO exciting. i love snow days... even though i'm not in high school. but we have to remember that snow days in northern utah are only snow MORNINGS, and school is only delayed until the plows can get out and plow the parking lots... which everything usually gets cleared up around 9:30. kinda makes me wish i lived in south carolina where if they get even ONE CENTIMETER of snow, school is canceled because its "much too dangerous for anyone to be out" haha i find that HILARIOUS!!!!

well, since this is my post before thanksgiving,

I'M READY!!!!!

for him to be here already!!!

i am becoming so impatient. it feels like i still have FOREVER until he is born, which i absolutely HATE. i'm ready to hold him; everyone is saying,"you say that now... but just wait". well all i am waiting for is him to arrive healthy and happy in my arms and give me that look of "i love you, your my mother" that i give my mom sometimes. i can't wait for that moment, i'm ready for it.

i know i ONLY have like 65 days left, but that's two whole months. luckily i will have thanksgiving, christmas, new years, AND my birthday to help speed it up. but in the mean time i have made a list of "mom-like" things that i really want to do, and hopefully that will help more than the holiday season. so, here it is.

1. make a little baby quilt. i hate sewing, but i feel like it would be a nice gift to my baby boy, especially if it ends up being his FAVORITE blanket. :)
2. make my own UDDERCOVER. haha i love the name of these; they are nice little covers for breast feeding. my aunt ashleigh has one and she LOVES it, so hopefully it will work just as great for me! (more sewing... i know.)
3. go through all my belongings and DE-JUNK and ORGANIZE. i feel like i do this ALL THE TIME, but since me and the baby will be sharing a room, i really need to just detach myself from really silly things.
4. get in the habit of reading the scriptures and praying every night. this is something i want my son to ALWAYS remember me doing. i want him to know that even though i'm not perfect, i still love the gospel of christ soooo much. i want to be that example to him.
5. go on a daily walk. i LOVED being outside as a kid so i want him to have the experience of being outside playing every day like i did.
6. MAKE my sister's christmas present this year. she is turning her living room from blues to greens so i REALLY REALLY want to make something for her. i can't give anymore detail cause i know she reads this sometimes!
7. put together the family christmas card. thank goodness for photoshop skills i acquired in college... plus many trial and errors... i'm positive i can make a great one now!

and that's about it! doesn't seem like much, but for the procrastinator i am, it is! haha.

tuesday nights... :)

tuesday nights are my favorite nights.

yupp. it's true.

this is when i get to see some of my LOVELY high school girlies. which include turndawg, alexis, hales, rochelle, and kelsey nowers.

glee night is definitely my favorite night of the week. we get to laugh and enjoy the awkward moments in the show. and of course, have interesting, intense conversations after the show is over. i love love love it!!!

so thank you GLEE for bringing us GLEEKS together. :) you're the bomb.

outfit repeater?!

not me. not ever.

my mom told me it was pointless to purchase maternity clothes when i could wear my dad's and brother's clothing whenever i wanted. i told her heck no! and she told me to be an outfit repeater then. wear an outfit quite often.... more often than you would wear your FAVORITE outfit. i don't really remember ever doing this. chances are i have... but the way my laundry basket stacks up... i probably haven't.

lucky for me, i went through this phase about a year and a half ago where i was obsessed with buying shirts that were too big for me. i just had a super relaxed attitude about life at that point in time... and now, i am so thankful i did. so that i don't have to be an outfit repeater. icky.

the other nice part about getting big right now is that all my sweater dresses that i have, are now winter sweaters for this year. yay for last years fads! :D

i feel very lucky that i am still fitting into my two favorite pairs of pre-pregnancy jeans. this makes me UBER happy. cause i HATE maternity pants. no joke. they are not comfy at all. so i leave my pants unzipped, slip on my bellyband and i'm good to go. yay for me! we'll see how long this lasts. i am at TWENTY-NINE WEEKS so i'm crossing my fingers we make it through this month. :)

baby boy.

i've been getting weekly updates on what is going on in my belly since i found out i was pregnant. i love seeing what is growing and developing. it always makes me super happy and excited. this weeks update told me that my boy was going to be getting so big that there wasn't going to be as much room for him to move around anymore. i thought "YES!!" when i read this. now it's not so much that thought at all.

he HATES not having his space as i mentioned before. so i am constantly getting elbowed or kneed or both.. who really knows? it's really cool when he is pushing so hard against an area that i can see or actually touch where he is pushing. we have a little game i like to play where i will poke in a spot for a few seconds and he will respond. i love my little guy. :)

family.

my brother turned 18 on october 28th so we had both sides over for cake and ice cream! and let me tell you, it was SOOOOOOO great to see my entire family tonight. minus the four missionaries and my grandpa. but still. seeing my familia has always been a fresh breath of air for me. i can't wait till thanksgiving when we can all be together again. :)

my family has been the best support group EVER. i am crazy thankful for every kind and reassuring word they have given me. and most of all for just being there for me.

i'm always super tired so i feel bad when my little best friend/cousin wants to play and i have to deny his request. one day i will have the energy to run around with him again... guarantee that will be when my son is old enough to play with us. at least he knows i still love him all the same!

family pictures 2010 :)

brad and diondra came up for a wedding so we decided to squeeze an hour away from their busy schedule to hurry and do some family pictures. so here is what i came up with in a hurry.

The sibs!

Brad and Diondra

lil' miss gorgeous jenn jenn

the whole fam damily!

lovely ladies :)

and the studly boys.

SNOW

i am one of those utah people that has always hated winter. until a couple years ago when i fell in love with snowboarding. i suck, but i love it. probably because its something i enjoy doing which makes the snow and the cold worth coming around once a year.

don't get me wrong... i have a love/hate relationship with the cold. snow is so crazy gorgeous to me now that i HAVE to LOVE the cold, but only when there is snow. which is why this morning when i looked out my window, a huge smile stretched across my face. :)

but, unfortunately, this year i won't be able to get up on the mountain at all. maybe next year? hopefully. :) either that or when my boy is old enough to tag along and learn for himself. either way I CAN'T WAIT!!! :D :D

friends.

there isn't anything i hate more than seeing an amazing friend go through an extremely rough time. and in most cases i don't know what to do or say except for just to be there for them, even though it doesn't feel like it's enough. i just hate how sometimes all you can do as a friend is be a shoulder to cry on. this is one of my favorite songs that a friend of mine sent me when i was going through a rough time.

.twenty-five.

so i did this a while ago and decided to do it again... well mostly change some of what i had. but yeah. :)

1. I LOOOVE dance more than anything in this world.
2. i believe you should never make a promise that you only think you can keep.
3. I love playing in the rain and jumping in the puddles it creates. :D
4. I am going to be the mother of a beautiful baby boy on jan. 21 2010
5. i love reading. but definitely don't read often enough
6. I HATE it when people get too involved with my life... people have their own lives for a reason... we don't need others.
7. I HATE it when people over obsess with what they think other people are thinking or doing.
8. i am addicted to politics and wish everyone wanted to be as involved as i do.
9. i love peanut m&ms, dr. pepper, and orange julius. but not all at the same time.
10. I invision how i want things to go... and if they don't go that way then i get really angry.. which is stupid because people don't know what i want them to say. haha.
11. I hate driving slow and want to kill people that drive in such a stupid manner.
12. i think its funny when someone slows down to see an accident and then gets in an accident themselves.
13. I love skinny jeans but hate wearing super tight pants.. haha
14. i know the only good thing barack obama has done in his presidency is getting young voters more involved in the voting process. only problem is.. he only attracts individuals who are uneducated about who is running for office.
15. I think if you enjoy doing something.. you can't possibly suck at doing it.
16. I enjoy driving to random places where no one knows where i am.
17. I love winger's sticky fingers.
18. i hate make up. it bugs my eyes. but i can't stand seeing myself without it.
19. i wish my family was overly obsessed with hawaii.
20. i hate wearing shoes.. but i have like 26 pairs?? i'm a nerd.
21. i thoroughly enjoy typing. maybe a little too much.
22. i want to become a surgical technician for my son. and that's the only reason. which i believe is the best reason in the world.
23. I am slightly hypocritical.
24. i love photography. but i don't take it seriously enough to make a living off of it.
25. i honestly have the best family and friends in the world. no doubt about it.

week 26

i have never been so hormonal in my entire life. and it is really quite irritating. but even when i realize i'm being overly hormonal, i still feel like whatever upset me... was a very normal thing to be upset about.

mood swings are sooooo awesome. i love wanting to rip someone's head off and then wanting to go do something fun with them like thirty seconds later. it's like being five again and getting in a fight with your best friend and then forgetting fifteen minutes later. LOOOOOOOOOOOOVE it!

chancey pants is a kicking fool. and he loves to kick at the worst possible times. like when i'm sitting in class trying to focus, when i'm studying, or right when i lay down to go to sleep. i wish i could say i'm absolutely annoyed by it, but i'm not. i love feeling him kick and move around. it's always the highlight of my day.

DREAMS!!!! oh my lanta. i hate dreaming because they are always so insanely bizarre.

last night i had a dream that chance just came out of my stomach in a very ghostly manner and it was the weirdest thing. he didn't want me to hold him so i was very upset that i couldn't feel him moving around inside me anymore.

a couple nights ago i had a dream that my parents grounded me to their basement. there was a big hole in the wall with a HUGE spider inside and i could hear the spider hissing and it freaked me out. so i went and got bug killer and killed him and then a troll came out of nowhere and told me to stop making such a big deal over a stupid spider... yeah. i hate dreaming. and that same night i had another dream that my room was filled with the strangest people whom i had apparently invited over for cake. and i really had to go to the bathroom but none of them would let me leave. it was AWFUL.

so to me, pregnancy is kinda hilarious... unless i'm stuck in a dream.

dance.

“What is so important is about the vulnerability that you have to allow yourself to have." - Mia Michaels

mia michaels is pretty much my dance hero. mainly because of her inspiring routines and words. the quote above is what inspired me to let go whenever i am choreographing anything... whether its a floor combination, technique combination, or a dance... if you can't allow the world to see the feeling you are trying to portray in the dance, then the dance isn't a dance. it is only a combination of movements with no meaning.

learning how to truly express emotions through movement has been life changing for me. i used to write and write poem after poem trying to explain through words how i felt in certain situations. this works great, but actually being able to visualize the feeling is so much more amazing. whether it be happiness, sorrow, heartache, pain... there is always someone in the world that can comprehend the feeling you are trying to express, and not a single word is needed.

when you can truly allow yourself to be completely vulnerable, the amount of moves you can create are endless. so why repeat the same moves over and over again, when there is a world of possibilities? - that is a question mia michaels asked a group of dancers that attended one of her workshops. lucky for me, one of my college teachers was there to hear it.

i've come a LONG way in the last year and i only hope i will be able to grow more.

i LOVE dance.

Countdown.

FIFTEEN. 15. quince.

that's the number of weeks left until my baby boy is placed in my arms.

Chance Jonathan Stebbins.

my sweet angel.

today i realized a few things.

1. i hate creating quilt patterns. so NEVER ask me to make a quilt. i am horrible at sewing, and i am anti-quilting.

2. i love it when my mom makes me no-bake cookies. she ALWAYS manages to put in the perfect extra amount of chocolate. and i LOVE the way she makes them taste.

3. i am anti-bluray. seriously... there really isn't that big of a difference unless you look close enough and enjoy seeing famous people's zits. plus, what's the point in having one only for netflix?? my parents NEVER buy dvds.. so why would they buy blurays?? silly dad. i told him several times not to get one and today he walks in with one and sets it up. all for NETFLIX which we already have through our wii. i honestly think that because he went through the entire television creation and every single upgrade made up to the latest HDTV he thinks he has to have the best.. i personally think it's silly and a waste of two-hundred dollars. but that's just my opinion.

and lastly...

4. DR. PEPPER. is my favorite drink. it's soooo crazy delicious. and i can't believe i've gone 5 months without it. today i got my fix, and i've been in heaven ever since.

anywho... a friend of mine quoted on the famous facebook:

No one can go back and start a new beginning but, today you can start a new ending!

i have pondered quite a bit on this, and decided a new ending is a new beginning. because when you close one door you always have to open another. even if the door you open has to do with the same situation, it's still a new beginning. if that makes sense to anyone besides myself, i will be amazed.

and that's all for today!

PEACE n' BLESSINGS.

...whisper, "i love you" in my ear

lately every song i hear

playing through my radio

makes me think of you,

and i can't help but smile.

maybe i'm going crazy

because we thought the feeling

had suddenly disappeared

but there's nothing i want more

than to hear you whisper,

"i love you" in my ear.

i remember why i fell in love,

and the happy times we shared.

i'm not ready for them to be gone,

i only hope you feel the same.

i wish i could hold you

and look you in the eye

tell you that i'm sorry

and i don't ever want

to hear you say goodbye.

stuck like glue

i love this song. to the max.

Sugarland - Stuck Like Glue